Taylor Swift - Back To December

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Hopeless

Gak perlu ditunggu mungkin, gak bakal dibales. I'm nothing, aku cemen. Aku ini kan bukan apa-apa.

Kangen Blogging

Sumpah ga enak banget deh aku hiatus lama banget huhuhuh. Banyak banget yang mau dishare >.<
Kelas 2 so complicated. Zaman dimana kegalauan menjadi-jadi dan begitu pula dengan saudaranya, yaitu 'kelabilan'.

How can I said that?

Yaaah, contohnya aja aku (pede)
Kelas dua ini labilku udah diambang batas, frontal gak ngira-ngira. Update status gak jelas.
Galau juga sering. Sering banget ngerasa mau mati aja besok. Atau sekarang. Mellow gak jelas, padahal gak PMS tu -____-

Kelas 2 zamannya sibuk-sibuk. Zaman dimana sekolah udah jadi rumah nomer dua (sebenarnya satu malah) tetapi ujian tetap menjadi lawan yang paling berat. Sekolah udah jadi rumah nomer duaku, 10 jam selalu kuhabiskan di sekolah, dan 14 jam laginya dirumah--dimana selama 7-8 jam adalah waktu tidurku.

Labil, ada aja masalah setiap harinya. Masalah hati dan pikiran

CAPEK

CAPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK

CAPEK HATI, CAPEK PIKIRAN, CAPEK SEMUA BADAN

CAPEK SEMUA-MUANYA YA ALLAH

H. Agus Salim Stadium Tours with Modhy, Aulin, Pizi, and Fiqho

jadi ya rencananya sore kemaren kita (sebenernya Modhy aja) ke GOR nyariin Bambang Pamungkas, kabar-kabarnya kan dia latihan gitu sore kemaren, jadi yaaaah sebagai teman yang baik kita temenin dong hahahaha

TAPI BEPENYA GAK DATANG GILAAAAAAK, TERNYATA LATIHANNYA TADI PAGINYA :&

sambil nunggu-nunggu kita foto-foto dooong pake kamera Fiqho canon eos 50d (bayoooo, segan bangeeeet)

masih banyak lagi tapi karena koneksi biadab yang gak mendukung ah segini dulu deh hahahaha