pikiranku

pagi hari,

yah, 

pagi hari kuawali dengan mematikan alarm 

ah, insting dan setan malas

kepalaku memaksa mata untuk tertutup lagi

terbangun  

peregangan demi peregangan

kuap satu, kuap dua

kuap ketiga, aku mulai bangkit

handuk!

dimana handukku?

ah, itu dia pembungkus badanku 

oh ya, kadang terlintas di kepalaku

mana yang lebih dahulu harus kulakukan dalam mandiku

apakah menyabun badan ini?

atau menggosok gigikah urutan pertama?

sarapan?

kurasa aku tak pernah sarapan lagi

tapi,

bisakah satu-dua teguk susu coklat dikategorikan kedalamnya?

aku berjalan menyusuri kali

memandangi kali

memandangi layar handphone

astaga!

6.45! macan mungkin saja telah menantiku di sana

7.00

benar saja, aku bertemu dengannya

si macan

macan ini mengaum dengan keras

aku tak tahu apakah memang bisa macan mengaum

aku tak suka mengingat-ngingat pelajaran

ah, tapi kurasa itu bukan pelajaran

kurasa, macan memang bisa mengaum

8.00-16.00

aku bosan

tak suka 

aku kan bukan robot

baik, aku terima!

tapi entah aku dapat mengolahnya, aku tak tahu

such a bad blogger

woooooow long time no post -_____- I'm such a bad blogger doh

bener deh, sekarang udah gak punya banyak waktu lagi, sok sibuk banget akhir-akhir ini hehe
btw, gue udah kelas XI lhooo sekarang *bangga*

tapi tetep aja -__- penampilan gitu-gitu aja, tinggi segitu-gitu aja (jangan-jangan gue berhenti bertumbuh, oh NOOOOOO) oke, sekarang udah jadi senior nih huahaha, tapi tetep aja merasa terintimidasi soalnya tinggi anak-anak kelas satu itu lhooooo -,- ah yasudahlah, itu memang mungkin sudah takdirku

sekarang gue di IPA 5, yaah, belum ada yang asiknya sih disitu, masih belum bisa ngalahin TETRIS lah :'(
tapi siapa taulah ya, mari menunggu.

oke lah emang ga banyak yang mau diceritain, kan udah dibilang I'm a bad blogger -__________- huhuhu tapi gue cantik dooooong


eh sebenernya banyak sih yang mau diceritain sih tapiiii, gak tau ya tangan ini lagi males banget badbloggerbadbloggerbadbloggerbadblogger

The Coolest Songs from Eclipse

Sia - My Love

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, you have found peace
You were searching for release

You gave it all, into the call
You took a chance and
You took a fall for us

You came thoughtfully, loved me faithfully
You taught me honor, you did it for me

Tonight you will sleep for good
You will wait for me my love

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I'll be with you

You took my hand added a plan
You gave me your heart
I asked you to dance with me

You loved honestly
Did what you could release
Aaaahhh oooh

I know you're pleased to go
I won't relieve this love

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, I'll be with you
oooooohh ooooh
Du du du ooooooh

Muse - Neutron Star Collision (Love is Forever)

I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken, halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen
Hail the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean
Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)

Love is forever and we’ll die
We’ll die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love, could be forever

Now I’ve got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And well die, we’ll die together
Will I, I will never
Cause our love will be forever

Florence + The Machine - Heavy in Your Arms



I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across the ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait,
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand,
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound

My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall
My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. So heavy in your arms

This will be my last confession
"I love you" never felt like any blessing
Whisper it like it's a secret
Uttered to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart

Heavy. Heavy. Heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he held me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground

I'm so heavy
Heavy in your arms

Heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms